sneezeey snoozeey

well i m down with a flu.i tell u this flu really has something against me.it keeps attacking me,thus ruining my life which affects my concentration which leads to me nt studying.....
ghosh!
mr flu what d heck did i do to u!
stupid flu!
neways i always wonder why god created

ants and mosquitoes

usually mornings are the period where my brain does lots of thinking and dreaming too...
especially after a hot bath....
yea so i was wondering that
if god didnt create ants and mosquitoes
humans would not have came up with pesticides
and the ozone layer would never thin up..

but then in the other hand if those creatures were not created
the whole ecosystem will be destroyed
cz these insects are the food for fish,(the insects larvae)so when no insect larvae=no fish=no fish curry=no life

k it seems pretty complicated and silly
but the conclusion i came up with is

GOD DOES EVERYTHING FOR A REASON WETHER WE LIKE IT OR NOT....

today is my uncle's B'day,so mum is having my uncle's family over and aunt ranita and uncle selva is also cmin(family frens).so mums busy cooking.i m nt planning to help her not because i am lazy,bt because i am sick n i keep sneezing,i would not want to contaminate the food would i?
perhaps i shall help her clean up the kitchy...

yesterday i had this sudden feeling that i was missing my sister
she's currently in russia,
i really miss her
i cant wait for her to b back
n when she's here
my house will be the noisiest in the whole row of houses..
well its not much of diffrence nw either bt then there's still a wide diffrence

my mid-year is on the 18th may
so i hav nt much time in store.pratically 29 more days
i seem to b pretty relaxed
i know that i cant get back today again...
cz time is cruel
or perhaps
prolonging is the thief of time
yea..it is..... rite?
i stick to it.....

mental,emotion and nervous breakdown!

today,saturday the 11th,
was one the most screwed up day!actually i dont really use this 'type'of words to express myself verbally.
i was just having all the negative emotions mixed up in me.
mostly i was feeling depressed,iritated,frustrated,and freakingly annoyed.
well it doesnt seem that bad.but to me it was horrible cz i am the one going through it,
i am sure many have gone through this situation before or at least once in their lifetime...
well u see....lately i have been superbly,extremely,tremendously and titanicly stressed!

top 3 causes


3.all the jabbering and all the words that dont sound that hurtful.but after a while i realise hw i hav been discriminated!.i even had an emotional block because of this crap!.i was going through kinetic depression!so freaking iritating cz i am not like that.at one point i thought all my hormones are going crazy and mixed up.

2.SPM!i hav so much to study and so little time.well yes SPM is THE POINT IN LIFE which decides the future...that is in malaysia... =_="
i am really powered up and geared in to do well and study.but lately i have no energy....no stamina to stay up late and study.maybe its sheerly laziness,or maybe its the weather.k i really should stop blaming other stuff for my own fault.i fear that if this goes on i wont be able to cover my syllbus!garhhhhh!!!!!

1.if u see me boiling or spilling out lava anywhere near school,its no buddies fault,but its due to the superbly 'hardworking teacher'.well my bm teacher which is one heck of a lazy pandi!she doesnt give us any work constantly.aite she does give us some work,but not constantly.well next week all students have to hand in their excercise book for all the subjects to be examined by the panitia.out of the blue she enters the class and drops a pile of hmwrk on our desks.well well let me list down all the work she has given.oh btw we hav to hand it in next week,which is like 2 days,that freaking sambal gave us yesterday ony.she tinks wat we r some sort of robot!

1.karangan surat rasmi tentang cuti cuti malaysia
''garllzz saya nak setiap isi lebih dari 100 perkataan yea''
k fine thats alrite.its understandable...

2.novel,4 soalan berdasarkan kedua novel yang dipelajari
the last time she gave us a novel latihan was bout beginning of febuary

3.tatabahasa pisahkan ayat dalam setiap perenggan
she hardly does this kind of crap!suddenly whoosh wat a wave!

4. 12 karangan bebas
k twelve essays.i think i shall nt sleep at all...she needs to visit the hospital near bels hse(tr)


doesnt this look like a list of homework for a month!
and that sambal expects us to do it in 2 days
and the best part is
venosha,'cikgu kena tulis tarikh ke'
sambal'tak tak jangan kita backdate nanti yea galzzz'
aaaaaaarrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

my addiction and obsession!

i have a new addiction.....
its just too good
way too nyummy its food!

top 3

3.Dutch lady uht choclate milk!

its doesnt taste artifiacial like other milk products.i tried magnolia once. it was ok nt too bad,but still not as good as dutches milk! ;)

2.Jacobs weetameal

this biscuit is superbly addictive neways its healthy! i love to have it dunked with milo..hehehee spread butter and kaya on it and yesterday i tried it with butter and bramble jelly jam(kaya out of stock) it was nice.i ate that for my lunch,i eat it sometimes for my dinner.and if krity was to find out she would have killed me with her lectures.hehehee krity....

3.Chipsmore!

this is everyone's favourite.k maybe not all.but how many people hates chipsmore...? so many of my buds are in love with it too... well i prefer double choc,butter choc and original the one with the hazelnuts its ok not too bad bt nt my prefered chipsmore.

all of a sudden i am in the mood for food.weird?neh its every humans need rite? rite?

neways last year my clothing line (sounds very fashionfied...neways i am lost of words) was all
body glove for the past 3 years i hav been a BG freak!seriously.i even gt my mum and sis into BG.this year i plan to change my taste or shall i put it as my sense of fashion flavour... i am currently obsessed with clothes that are colourful and floral,in short i love the beachy prints and designs.so far i hav collected only a few peices of it...i must expand my collection.but the prob is ipoh is kemiskinan of it.if they have aso it will be too expensive and its so stupid of me to buy something thats not worth the price... neways my aunt frm USA Seatle parceled a top for me and my sis and mum via my uncle. its very nice and i am in love with it!thx atae!

party!

well as stated in my previous post,me and my family will be attending my aunts and grandpa's bday party cum family gathering.we left ipoh bout 5.30 pm and reached there bout 7.00pm.the whole event was held in western restaurant,called 'steak house'.it was a very nice and classy place.actually this whole event was held by my cousins whom are way....older than me.i saw my neices and nephews,renu,loshni,eswary,thivesh and yuvesh,all the little cuties,except for renu,she happens to be older than me.hahaha!neways the event started but 8pm,the food was good,but i couldnt eat as much as i wanted to,cz i was stuffed!hehehe....
later the had the cake cutting ceremony.the cake was designed in a diamond shape,one half ws 4 my aunt the other for my grandpa. after that,the dance floor was open,well my family is the dancing family,an event is always incomplete without the dance part.we had the bhangra too.woah it was fun!
the party ended bout 12am and we left to ipoh bout 12 something.i practically dozed off at the backseat.we also had a ghostly encounter.mum told me that when me and my bro were fast asleep,they saw a man wearing a white shirt and whitish-creamish pants with hair till the neck,and the freakish part was it was in the middle of no where as its a straight long road with only trees and jungle at the side plus there was no house in sight.my mum said she didnt see that thing with legs.... ooooohhhh,it was floting oooooohhh scary!i tell u thx god i was sleeping.
we reached back bout 1.45 am.. due to overdozing at the backseat i ended up having a horrible neck and back pain... i need the hot water bag treatment

family gathering!

i so cant wait for today!
today is my aunts b'day.so me and my family will be off to setiawan,cz my cousins there is throwing her a b'day celebration.
so all the family will be meeting each other.i get to see my neices.whom 1 is older then me by a year.ooh its gonna be so much of fun.will be leaving bout 2pm or so..depending wat time dad will be back frm golf.
i havent even packed.neways i ironed everything edy so its just bout folding it and arranging it in the back.i will be taking lots of shots.i wish my sister could attend it.too bad she's in russia and will only be back in july.haizh....

leaders to be..

well last week my school sent 2 teams to represent smc for sunway college youth leadership course.it was held in SMI.
btw SMI toilet is like on an island,a very flowery garden.it was so nice.nt bad for a guys school.my school's toilet....never mind forget it.
it was awesome!
my my i tell u the speaker was just superbly mind blowing.her words of wisdom.
i m still in love with her t-shirt
its a printed tee,with a 'S'in the centre and its written as 'simple women'.
we had ice-breaking and some games.
i had a gr8 time.the games were nice and not forgetting painful.
the whole thing finished bout 1.30pm.
i was flat on the bed after my shower.i actually slept from 5 to 8.hahaaa
well my team has an assingment to do.'situational leadership'and 'the law of process'
i better get working on it.we have to send it in by 10th april.