back to square one....

back to school again tmrw

back to waking up at 5.30 am

back to sleeping in class

back to late night stay ups

back to eye bags and dark circles

and the best part is...

back to seeing my frens and buds

back to the meeting in the upper hall with sel smashing her talent on the piano

back to chit chatting in the lower hall during the break

back to laughs

back to fun




how much it hurts at time sometimes its just worth everything
the tears and pain is nothing compared to the joy i will never get again
as form 5 is once in a lifetime

ghosh i feel so sad
i have 2 more months in smc and then its over for high school
i just wish i dont have to leave school
i will miss all my dear frens
sel,veno,bel,krity,lilo,este,pavitra,sab,shyama,ghij,and the rest
i will miss them for sure
they are a part of me
sigh....
life is so uncertain..i wonder will i ever see them again after high school

wat if one second one is laughing, joking,crying,and seem so alive
and next all we see is that person is gone...lying there with no expression
life is indeed a game
sometimes very cruel
sometimes fun
neways i m gonna treasure every moment with everyone around me
my family and pals
i cant wait for tmrw

had an outing with a few buds last thursday


li tng

este

n

ema

we went bowling

shopping

chit chat

ate

and home

pratically we had fun.
bowling was a new experience for me.and guess wat i got a strike!! woah!!
but it was sheer luck...the rest went to the 'longkang' hahaa!!
it was fun!


saturday


finally i bought my graduation dress.
actually dresses
i got 2 dress one is blue the other is black
but i plan on the blue the black is for later use...

wave....hit!!

*tired

*shopping for graduation

*unfortunately 10 stores didnt satisfy my mum

going around again next week

ghosh!!!

the uglier side of shopping!

a day out

well today i went out for lunch with shalu and a few buddies.myself,preyah,shobna,shalu,sasi,his cousin anand and bawanee...however bawanee didnt stay long.i guess she was rushing some where.

all of this people are like college dudes and dudette,so i kinda felt awkward in a way as i m the youngest there and the only one going to school.however it was not so bad hanging out with them.it was kinda fun and funny as well.

first preyah fetched me and shalu then we went to get shobby.then off we went to AB. it was funny as preyah was missed a turn.but we made to AB. There we met sasi and his cousin. the place was crowded. we ordered our food..the girls had nun and the dudes had rice.later bawanee joined in.then off she went.thx shalu aka for the treat!!=)

then we went to sidewalk ice-cream parlour.there again we ate. hahaa!! preyah's ice-cream was huge.the guys just joined in for bout 10 minutes. then again shalu treated me! haizh..aka aka...perhaps when i work i shall treat her too.well thats a long long way more.
then we went to shobby's hse.her house is so nice.and her hamsters are so cute.we were talking there for sometime then off we went back home.

it was fun to hang out with them.something different.
thx peeps! =)

well when i got home mum's long lost school fren came over from kl. mum was excited.again i ate.i had a slice of sandwich.then i got this horrid migrain i just went flat on my bad.then got up bout 7 and had my shower.then i ate again!!

ghosh i have been eating so much today!
neways maybe my body needs energy or watsoever.
neways wen i get some time i will be uploading the pics from 'smitha'

till then i have 'FASHION' awaiting me.its a movie.

going out with shalu and a few buds of hers.


to AB(anada bhavan)


since its the 9 god festival so thats the only place we cn get some vegetarian food.hopefully.


cant wait to see her.






had a bad dream

scary

it was about dinosaurs invasion at my taman

so damn freaky

it seemed so real

i got up at 8 because of it

ishh..

the past break..

looks like this raya holidays i will be going no where.but it doesnt really matter at all because when my sister came back last july my entire family went for a long vacation to penang,kelantan and camerons twice....all in one month!
well i sure did miss lots of tuitions and school.but it was fun.i really had an awesome time with my family and i really got super attached to my sis..it was a venry nice feeling..but its not like we werent close b4 this..its just that nw we cn talk bout the real stuff,i guess coz i m 17 nw. well here's some pic's from camerons,penang and kelantan =)

yay!!

finally!!



the holidays is back!!

shalu's return to ipoh adds an extra tinge of excitement!!

its been long since i saw her...ever since she left to JB to pursue her career

well for this raya holidays
i plan to do a few things


1. hang out with my buds

2.hang out with shalu

3.hunt for a graduation dress

4.revise my studies

5.learn to cook a proper meal.

6.spend some time with my bed and my blanket
i've got to recover all those lost sleeps...


AND

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!!

???smoking???

well its just a thought that hit me a few days ago,it started with this advertisment i saw on tv..it was very sad and dissapointing too.I as an anti-smoking person went deep into that advertisment,but i didnt have the time to blog about it as i was tied up with my exams.

when i see a person smoking...the first thing that hits my mind is...eeeewww...
smoking isnt just bad for health,it also ruin a persons image and they leave a bad impression of themselves on others.

to me..i just hate smokers..even the 'once in the blue moon' type
smoking doesnt just affect the person doing it but it has a even more tremendous effect on the people around smokers,second-hand smokers suffer from others habit.this just doesnt seem right.its so unfair.and this is all to be blamed to the smokers...don't they ever realise that smoking isnt just injurious to health...it is also an inderect form of disrespect towards god....god gave us life for us to appreciate it and enjoy it...not to smoke the hell out and burn ur own life...

despite the numerous advertisments and warnings about smoking...the smokers never seem to get that fact.

i m not discriminating or jeering at anyone...its just a friggin bad habit...it leads to no where..there is no light at the end of the tunnel for smokers.



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finally!!

TRIALS IS FINALLY OVER!!

HOORRRRAYYY!!


MORE SLEEPING HOURS


MORE COMP


STILL GOT TO STUDY.....

feelings....

i feel damn lazy
well maybe its because of the never ever ending exams....ghosh!!
i have 2 more killer papers...chemi and phys
i just want to get over it asap!!

neways my misery aint going to end after the trials
it will only end after the 'REAL DEAL'
I am really keen in doing well in my spm
i need to do well
because i want satisfaction
i want to see how far i cn actually go
wats my level
i m as good as other says(family and frens)
well this actually spurrs me to do well

and i have no idea why i m crapping

maybe i m feeling a little crappy to000...

feeling guilty too
for spending the entire morning sleeping like a pig!!
talking bout that
i didnt study then so i got to go now
later bloggie...

footsteps of my soul...

my sis just left 2 russia.and i m missing her a lot.to top it off,my cousin,shalu has also left to JB to work in EY as an accountant....feel so lonely without them....well at least i m occupied with studies...having my trials nw
so far it was good i finished 5 papers last week..i have 4 more to go....boy oh boy...i can't wait for it to be over...at least then i will get some real sleep and rest.

i miss my blog its been so long since i got it updated....
bye bloggie

signing off