ouch!arghh!

had taekwando yesterday.and as usual we will do our normal routine workout before we start out.krity came but she didnt join us cz she sprained her leg during cheerleading practice.get well soon krity.and thx god she didnt join us.or else by now her legs would have been extra triple sprained.so master henry told us to do some push ups,situps,crunches and something else.u bend bot legs super fast without stopping,back and forth.when i was doing it.i felt nothing.but today.my leg and tummy hurts like hell.esp my legs.maybe theres some lactic acid collected around the muscles.so it will be gone pretty soon.k i better stop here.my bro jz came out frm the room and mummy is calling me.so till then.got to go fin my sej.aiyoooh!

LOVE STORY

well i didnt take the pills so yea i am not in bed yet.



We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


seems fammiliar?
yes!its taylors swifts latest hit!
love story

i just seem to be so addicted to the song when i am not supposed to.
the lyrics is really nice...
and deep
its like this romeo juliet story
the music video for this song is awesome!
it's like the olden days prince and princess thingy
i realised,that ever since i took up litreature
i actually interpret the meaning behind the lyrics
i feel and understand the song more.
lit has changed me to become a more poetic person.
i just love lit.at first i was not so into it.but now i cant stop myself from writing poems.converting my feelings to sets of word that sounds nice and classical, in a way.

i am listening to love story right now.and its replaying everytime it ends.like i said i am addicted to it.almost like a drug,to make my day complete.

go taylor!

FAKEY!

" HYPOCRITE"

what is the first thing that strikes your mind when the word above appears before your eyes?
well in my point of view the basic meaning of hypocrite is someone who pretends to be better than he really is or to be pious, virtuous without really being so. A hypocrite is someone who says one thing and does the opposite.
a lot of people hate hypocrites but they don't realise that they are also one of those.i am not trying to criticize anyone or so in particular.but i have met a few people who are like that (thank god! none are close to me).they tend to be quite iritating and fake.i think that they are one hell of a big pretentious star.
at the same time,i feel bad for them.coz u see,sometimes the situation is put in such a way that they have no choice but to pretend.they do this so that no one gets hurt.as in feelings.maybe person A just doesnt like person X.but A cant hurt X's feelings by telling the truth.by right A should tell X so X can change.so A continues to pretend all happy,i love u,u are so funny,but is all 'can't u shut up',stop crapping,'can you grow up','why are you so dumb',inside.
well there you go.just so that no one gets hurt A is actually making himself or herself miserable.
why i hate some hypocrite?
there are some of them who do things just for their own benefits and importance.i seriously dislike and anti these sort of people.at one momment they just can't get along with u and then the next second u see them all nice and pleasing u.u will feel happy thinking they have changed.but then later realise it is all so that ur mouth will be close shut and tight.or so that their wishes will be fullfilled.its just so disgusting.i cant take people like that.major hypocrite!
well i am so tired of hypocrites.so i am going to dump in my medcine and sleep.zzzzz...

what if....

what if ,
i wanted to tell you,
how much ,
i care for you,
how much,
i miss you,
how much
i love u,
how much,
i regret,
but its,
all too
late,
the problem with
life
its unpredictable
one minute i see you
laughing,
and the next
second
u lie down
motionless,
lifeless,
emotionless,
so before its too late
u should know something,
u mean the whole world to me,
u made me who i am,
u tought me life lessons
u made my life memorable and fun,
u will always be in my heart,

heryyooo!

seriously today was the most damned day in 2009,so far...
well you see...
i fell sick today act it started yesterday...
k yesterday after my maths tution my throat starting to feel painful.
and i felt like some sort of thing stuck in my throat since last week.so i told my mum.she was sortta firing me.well u see this pass one week i had been really tied up with things and that thinggy in my throat and my sudden frustration of something i aso dunno,kinda made me lose my apetite to eat.my mum thinks that because i didnt eat properly i fell ill.i tried to reason with her.but it didn't work.well last week my maths teacher had flu and we were in an air conditioned room.so like duh!the bacteria or the virus can be delivered into my body.and to top that,li tng my neighbour was down with flu,and kept sneezing.she sits right beside me.how am i suppose to avoid contact with the air she exhales.and praveena my tution mate had flu yesterday and sore throat...so the virus errupted yesterday!and i fell sick today.i was having fever and i was like burning,and my throat was so painful.i cant even swallow water.it hurts.and besides me eating less doesnt make my white blood cells weak or destroyed.i dunno,but nowdays i dont feel like i am me.somethings wrong with me!
but i dunno
seriously
god help me....

Thaipusam!

this year me and my family went to the murugan temple..every year we go to the same temple,eva since i was born.seriously.
i was going to carry milk this year,like every other year since form 2 i think...
neways devotees who are going to pour milk haveto get a hair bath and body of course.i didnt want to go to the temple with wet hair.so i had my shower at bout 10.30pm on saturday.then i slept at 12 after watchin tv,a movie called dragon heart.
then i got up at 1.30am on sunday.i had to shower again cz i slept.but not my hair.thx god!
then we left bout 2 something.well it was nt so crowded near the hospital but there were lots of cars parked near d road at the hospital.then dad parked the car.we got down and started walking.i saw yogapriya.she was cmin bak frm d temple and i was going.(k krity and veno nw u cant say that u neva see me at d temple)then we continued walking.while walking this group of indian boys dancing in d middle of the road.i just think that is very stupid and unrefined to do on an auspicious day.it adds on with the meaningless loud music.so iritating!my mum told me and my bro to go in a straight line while passing the place.my dad was infront then me, mum and bro.when my dad was walking one fella accidentally hit my dad.my dad was kinda iritated cz tat fella was dancing backwards or something.the fella said sorry.he better did so.or...god will punish him la for hitting a devotee fulffiling their vows.
then we reached the temple.we started queing up.the line was not so long,kinda short.then finally our turn came.we entered d temple.i saw lord muruga and the milk abhisegham.lord muruga looked so captivating.so beautiful.seriously.when i saw lord muruga,i felt something like this sort of soft soothing feeling.it was a nice feeling.then we went out of the temple and to the place where the barber cuts the devotees hair.my bro vowed to bald his head.he bought the ticket.me and mummy waited outside of the place.there were benches.lots of people were sitting.my dad followed my bro.we waited like 20 minutes.when my bro came.i was like...WOOOOOOOOOH.he looked so friggin different.bt he looked nice.nt bad.then dad put the 'santhanam'on his head.we then left the temple compound.on the way we bought some sweets.'jelebi','pagoda'and 'palkowa'.then we started walking back.on the way.we saw two devotees that pierce their mouth with a long 'vel'walking with a parang.it was lord muniswera.damn cun.first time. on the way to the car,near anderson roundbout i saw kumutha.she was walking like beside me, arm to arm.she hit me and i saw her.then we reached d car.and off to home.we reached home bout 4 sumtin.the first thing my dad did was to take a pic of my bro.or my botak bro.then he was posing lar.then all of us went to brush and wash our feet.then we ate the pagoda and sweets.and we slept off at bout 5.15 am.and got up at 9am.veno called me to see her cousin bro taking kavadi.i wanted to go but we were too tired and i don't really like places that are too crowded.maybe next year i will see veno during thaipusam.

the day!

well yesterday was a very busy day....
i had school it finished at 2 then i had to go for squash practice at 2.30
esther asked me to be there early cz i had to take the students attendance cz li tng had interact board meeting so she wud be a little late.esther was so tensed actually all of the board members for squash was.cz the meeting was at 3 to 4 for half F4 and the F3 but no came. we thought that the first meeting was going to be a big failure.bt it wasnt.thx god!the students came at 3.20 to 3.40.very punctual.neways i had a good time practising squash.got my reflexes warmed up and smoothed.then i had to rush home cz i had tution at 5.30.the squash meeting ended at 5 bt i left a little earlier cz i hate rushing.as soon as i got home i took my shower and changed and off for tution.studied some graphs.then came home,and did my hmwrk and tution work.i dozed of at bout 10.then today i had taekwando at 9.30am to 11am.came home at bout 1150am.took my shower again.and ate and watched tv and slept.
well i will be going to pour milk at midnight.bro's going to bald his head.i guess he will look ok with no hair.at least he can save some money on the wax.=)
hope he is not reading this.i don't want to get the look and the word.bt i am actually used to it.so wateva bro!
haha
hope to see venosha at the temple.
i also hope that it won't rain during thaipusam cz it will b hard for the people taking kavadi's and pouring milk.
god i hav to get started on my add maths chap 2.have been sleeping in pn poh's class.she works like a General anathestic.almost half of the class dozzes off some even drool on the textbook.disgusting but funny.

i can't belive that this is going to be my last year schooling.ghosh!time flies so fast.i am really gonna miss skewl.esp my dearest frens that are like gems.
all those memorries we spent together will last a lifetime.
every detail,every feeling,eveything.
i wished i met krity and veno earlier.the are really gr8 frens.well if any 1 of u are reading this pls don't expand k.

perhaps the dark time?

well the situation in perak is pretty messed up for the momment.i feel that the appointing of a new mb for perak is just so unffair.this is because there was no election.first of all did the people vote for BN?AND secondly the people get the chance to choose who they would favour to be ruled by?
and thirdly,wats the point of having the elections last year when end of the day the state will end up in the clutches of bn?seriously i find this very senseless and not rational.moreover this is unffair to the fellow perakians.their rights to vote have been robbed.i know i am a 16 year old.but it is just so disturbing.all the rumours all the roadblocks god!is it ever going to be possible for me to reach home early?its just so iritating having to wait and take the longer route.
kk i guess i better stop writting wateva thats running at the back of my mind.i don't want to end up being like raja petra who was caught for telling the truth.krity ur line,i had to cetak rompak.=)