UNFAIR!

wen i learned to accept the destiny tat i hated

getting used to the destiny.... tat i didnt want

thinking its ok to give in and sacrifice

i slowly started to learn to smile again

but suddenly

wen i found out the truth bout it...

how nastily it lied to me

how it lied to the one who brought him in to this world

wen i feel so deepressed and down to learn bout the truth tat hurts me so much

how wud they feel

i cnt even tell them

i cnt hurt them...

they trusted him....

if i was to tell them they will rip apart

i cnt aford to see them saddened

again by it

its so unfair

i m crashed burned broken and dying

why must i give in for some1 like it

WHY?!

why does god always do this to me

i deserve so much more

i wasnt the selfish one all this while

i wasnt the dissapointment

i didnt deserve tat hit

IT WAS HIM!

i will never forget this

all i wanted was to be happy b4 i leave home

but i cnt even breathe

dont i deserve a pinch of happiness

where must i go to beg for happiness?

i never felt this lonesome at all

the person tat i always turn to

is the person i m trying to protect

from the regret,dissapointment....

if my future crumbles against my dreams

i will never forgive all those who caused it...

i might even end everything

i m at the breaking point

i wonder if it evens feels bad for lying

feels bad for cheating....

it disgusts me...