Today is a day that i will neva 4get.i got up as usual 4 school.i was already in ma car.suddenly i felt like throwing up n ma stomach ached.i told ma mum.she sighed n turned back.since it was 7 already ma mum said neva mind no need 2 go 2 skewl.so i stayed at home.i called veno in d evening she told me tat we had 2 do our moral folio n hand it in tmrw.i was like, aiyuh!!!!.
dad took us out 4 dinner at oliverz cafe.food was good.

Rite nw i m sortta emoing.i suppose becoz sm1 i really love and care is going 2 endure a pain that is excruciating,and also going thru a tough time. This is for that darlingest person in ma life....

when she broke the news to me,
i was shattered but she was more shattered,
she was torn apart,
so was i,
when i saw tears rolling down her cheeks,
my heart was crying out of pain,
it was my 1st,
i had never seen tears in her eyes,
she was always strong,
it was my 1st,
to see her so ripped apart,
she was no longer the same person,
she dwelled herself in sadness,
she cried while being entertained,
she cried when she ate,
she cried in her sleeps,
she cried in her dreams,
she cried in her heart,
the core of her heart seemed so powerless,
i became weaker with every tear she shed,
but i knew i had to be strong,
nt jz for me bt for her,
i wonder why was god being so cruel 2 her,
but then he does everything for a reason,
if he gives her pain i m sure he will give her strength,
with the flow of time she is gaining her spirit,
i hope she knows that we are with her in this war,
my dear, my perspective on u will never change,
u will always b the same uber cool,loving and strong person
i pray that she will be fine,
i pray that she will pass in this test,
i know that she will,
after all she is a strong rose,
that never losses its smell and beauty,
I LOVE U
MY DEAREST JEWEL,
.