my favourite quotes and the meaning...

TOP 3!

1.If love is the answer,please repeat the question

sel told me bout this qoute.i just fell in love with this,because its so catchy and intresting.it can hav different meanings and it depends on one to understand the meaning.
well me and sel actually discussed bout this qoute.and we came up with the conclusion that,for every question asked,the answer is always love.example.why did u kill her?i killed her because i cant see her suffer.which is love.
if love is the answer please repeat the question,
the question cant be reapeted,as the answer for every question is due to love.exceptional for any ques related to war ofcourse..


2. I wish my grass was emo so it would cut itself..

again a qoute that sel told me.
well most emo people cut themselves.i have seen it.one perfect example sitting right at the back of me in class.
so when the grass is emo,it will cut itself and provide less job to humans,no need to cut the grass.

3 Don't be too open minded u might drop your brains

well this quote came up when krity's essay was not excepted by personG.
well you see,when one is way too open minded they have the tendency to talk rubbish,crap and nonsense.

muscle girls!

well today after bm,was EL and lau lady was busy with choral speaking practice.i m so sure that my school is going to lose.they gt the script on monday ant the competition is tommorow,thursday!
my..my....the teacher think the students are some sort of robots or wat...neways during EL..instead of working my brains out on add maths,me and my buds started carrying each other.woooowh!it was scary and fun...
shaheena actually lifted and cradled me....hahahaaa!veno on the other was all jumpy to lift me.she did it.and my my krity cn actually lift me up.oh my ghosh!she's one strong gurl!go krity.later i lifted krity,yash and sha.i wonder if my muscles are building up...hehehee.so stupid!
neways this saturday i will be going to SMI,for this leadership programme held by sunway universiti Kuala Lumpur.a few of my buds are also attending it.i wonder what will it be like...
hmmm...
neways i have got another 4 solid months before my trials and i am so nervous,so hyped and so tensed.i cant wait to finish my syllbus.ghosh!
god pls guide me through this tsunami!

today i created a special sortta poem for my bro
i kinda like it...



from the core of my heart,
from the deepest ocean of my soul,
it means alot to me,
i hope it does the same to you,
U SUCK!

hahaaa
neways its just a joke...

kisses of words for my darling....

today 22nd march 2009 marks another count in my mum's life.it is her birthday.at bout 12.30am we bought for my mum a moist choclate cake frm beacon point.we woke her up and brought her down.under dim yellow light she cut blew the candles and cut the cake,the cake was nyummy.we ate a slice of cake at 12.30am.hahaha,supper i guess.i didnt get my mom anything so i wrote her a poem,which was suppose to be one page long but it extended to 2 pages.she gave me a big hug and said thx u.i love u mom!.tonite we will be going out for dinner ,i dunno where but most probaly western food.
all the candles lit up!















the moist choc cake frm beacon point

arghhh!

i feel so mad!
so pist!
so depressed!
so angry!
maybe its merely jealousy
why do i feel jealous?
duh!
with all that open remarks done publicly,
of course i will
but still why?
is it because i hav something towards u...
i hav given something so priceless to u...
maybe u dont realise it...
it felt like millions of thorns piercing through my soul
isn't it obvious that u hav taken something frm me
something that no one can
but u did
maybe u dont know u hav it
my beating 'dil'
it may seem so childish
i try to control all this emotions
feelings,
but i cant hold it back anymore
its not the right thing
but i cant take it anymore
actually i don't even know why i fell for u
what u hav that made me all woot!on u
maybe ur imperfection,
smart thoughts
intelligence,
matured self,
oooh!
hw i ever wish
if i was that warm
almost like a teddy bear....

slumdog!

finally i watched slumdog.got so tired of people talking bout it and me left out not knowing anything..haha.it was a movie that deserved the award.seriously it was a very touching and emotional movie.there were some funny parts too...that were kinda of disgustingly hillarious.hahaha
went to watch with my aunt,shalu ka(my cousin) and mum.last wednesday.6pm show in jj.saw moni,navi,komathi and her sis there.wat a coincidence.
neways i really enjoyed the movie.we sat right a the back the last row.perfect view,till this man sat in front of me and blocked my view.sigh..so i tilted my head to the left and ended up with a tinsy neck pain.hahaha
but it was worth it ......

sangeet raat!

last saturday me and my buds,krity,veno,shyama and sha went for bel's sisters sangeet raat.we met che kee,kumutha and alos shana!we had a splendid time there.we actually danced.it was fun.shyama was with the bangra!wohoo shyama!hahaa....we took a few shots.most of them crazy one.hehe...

well, today right after tution my family went to hav chicken tauge.later after that my dad needed to go to the HSBC bank,in front of smi,near ipoh padang.my dad parked the car and there was this kancil,later after that this dude took a helmet frm a motorbike opposite the car and walked all jolly happy to the kancil and took off.it happened right in front of my eyes.my my ghosh crime in malaysia is really increasing and is terrible.neways my monthly exams is finally over.all the last minute brush ups and stay ups is gone.but i guess i hav to practice wat i hav been doing for this past one week till spm.i believe and know,by doing this i will be able to achieve my aim.tommorow is bel's sisters sangget raat so she invited me,krity,veno,shyama,shahena,and cckee.so today each of us chipped in RM 10 to get a gift.for the first time me and venosha were actually going to ipoh parade,a mall right next to my school,first time we were going after school.we told the principal and we were suprised that she actually gave us the permission slip to go there.its actually not really required but just to be on the safe side.i was kinda nervous cz ipoh parade is not so safe.but its ok till the 3rd floor.every one started calling me and veno parade virgins.hahaaa.....
when we went the were some noises thrown at us.we just ignored them.so unrefined.we bought an art sculpture thingy of a man and women dancing it was RM55.90.and we wrapped it with red cheese type of paper with a gold ribbon.it looks classy!
later after that i grabbed a bun at a bakery then went back to school and ate it.when we went to school sha was having choral speaking auditions,i tell u there was this girl it took her 30 mins to audition.wow sha u hav patience!.so yea tmrw is going to be really nice its my first function i am attending with my frens as in a traditional function.so we will all be in punjabi suits.we are all going to be ladies in pink and purple!

sports o9!

well yesterday was my last spots day =(.it was held at stadium perak,as it always has been.this year i took part in marching,i was the mascot for yellow house.i was the mighty ancient bug!not a beetle k.
krity and veno helped get into my outfit.krity tied my mask and veno was videotaping that.veno oh veno.thx u so much guys!
they were much of a great help.not forgetting yogini who did lots of voluntary work to paint up and decorate the shell with me.here comes again krity and veno,.not forgetting bel and esther,este helped to sketch out the bug!an artist indeed!.they actually skipped classes so they could help me paint the bug.neway anyone would love to skip pn poh's class.i act passed by her class when i went to search for a girl.i heard her telling.'ah all this girls went out without permission!'thx god i had the permission frm faizah or else we would have bee krrrrrreeek!
and yellow house won marching!woot wooot!
hahahaaa
we had a good time screaming and yellling in the name of cheering and supporting.hahaha.krity broght brought chipsmores and mister potato veno brought choclates!we were whacking and laughing and yelling away!veno was all into it!hahahaa
got a little sunburnt but who cares!i had lots of fun!and this year red house won!woooho!go red!glad for them!after how many years they are back!congrats diana!

one thing is for sure i had a great time with my buddies this sports day!unfortunately its going to be my last.but u guys made it memorable!

the darker shade of my fears...

i am afraid,
i am scared,
i am frigthened,
why my dear?
the heinous political game,
that might,
most probaly,
make my life into a game,
i am not a fool to treat life as a game,
i am wise to take it in my best hand,
but they are turning the tables around,
is it just because,
i am not like them,
which is said to be original,
their colour,
i am called a dark person,
why is it that way,
so what if my generation is not of yours,
we are still created by the same person,
but no,
these people dont take it that way,
i used to have this bugging feeling,
i wondered,
pondered,
thought,
deep,
later i discovered...
a new dark world in me,
me a girl that was fearless,
realised that the tree was growing,
the root is hard and tough,
i tried to break it,
by convincing my conscience,
of the other fake side of the story,
it still didnt work,
what am i to do,
a place that once used to be my innisfree,
is now...
sadly,
a war zone of,
justice,truth,crime,and blood,
i always aim beyond the skies,
but now i am not allowed to go beyond them,
what more reach it,
even if i deserve it,
the non-deservent seem to be much off better luck,
than me,
is it luck?
or is it the corrupt and unjust system?
i wonder....
its sad,
very sad,
a yet very depressing drama,
of life,
now its not much of difference living here or in hell,
those damned fools,
changed it,
but blames the rest,
but what can i do,
i am unable to do anything,
or is it i have been disabled from it,
restricted from making a change,
that may bring a bright change,
for now,
i still can do something,
it may seem small,
but its better off something than nothing,
i pray to my Lord,
please don't let them,
jeopardize my story of sucess,
i can only work towards it,
and hope,
but till when?
how long?
perhaps the dark times have drapped on,
when will there be a ray of light?

disect!

well today was a pretty busy day at school.actually ok not so busy.at bout 10.30 me n li tng had to go n c puan faizah bout the yellow house marching and the mascot.we decided to do an egyptian theme.i was suppose to be the mummy and sharmele the phaorah and paveena the egyptian princess.suddenly out of no where comes this gurl telling the teacher that we no need to do mummy and replace it with tinkerbell.all of us was like 'wat the hell'.so nw they decided if they cant get the costume for 'tinkerbell'we will stick to the mummy.and the mascot is nw the ancient bettle those egyptian type.so tmrw i hav 2 stayback till bout 2.30 or so to do the mascot with paveena.so after the meeting was over bel and veno came over to the kh room and told me tat they wanted to go n c puan loh AKA the principal,cz we had dropped lit so we wanted to inform her that we would like to leave skewl early cz the last periods are el.she ok.so nw on skewl finishes at 1.50 pm!so glad.
yeah so after that we went to see krity and her team practising cheerleading for green house.it was really nice.it was a different krity i saw during the practice.she wanted everything to be perfect and tip top.strict and funny too.hahaha.she will be like screaming on top of her voice.wooohooo krity!i hope ur team wins!even if i am yellow hse i dun care.hahahaaa!so much for the sport spirit.
so yeah,after that we had bio.we disected a frog.it was really scary.all this while i tot i can take it when i see blood.but today i realised i cant.i almost passed out.there were 2 frogs in this pail,sha brought it.teacher poured in chloroform so it will faint.it started jumping and the pail was shaking here there and everywhere.and as usual the gals started screaming and running.shari was on top of the table.hahahaa.shari oh shari.tara then took it out of the pail and placed it on the operation table.its like a box of concentrated wax.super hard.teacher took four pins and pinned its hands and legs,and started skinning it.and the she cut the abdomen open.there was blood and i started to feel faint and dizzy.i saw the heart beating.its so tiny.angy was busy taking pictures.all in the spirit angy!veno just left the lab cz she couldnt take it.i left a few minutes after she did.i felt sad cz it was an act of cruelty to a living organism.and we killed it when it was healthy and jumpy.ghosh!god plz forgive me.thx god i didnt participate in disecting the second frog.bel later came and told us that,kiran she pressed the stomach or something and the shit came out.she said it was green...
EEEEEEW!
neways i didnt go for bm tution today.i had this horrible headache.sorry veno=)
so yeah i better go get ready for bio nw.
till then...