arghhh!

i feel so mad!
so pist!
so depressed!
so angry!
maybe its merely jealousy
why do i feel jealous?
duh!
with all that open remarks done publicly,
of course i will
but still why?
is it because i hav something towards u...
i hav given something so priceless to u...
maybe u dont realise it...
it felt like millions of thorns piercing through my soul
isn't it obvious that u hav taken something frm me
something that no one can
but u did
maybe u dont know u hav it
my beating 'dil'
it may seem so childish
i try to control all this emotions
feelings,
but i cant hold it back anymore
its not the right thing
but i cant take it anymore
actually i don't even know why i fell for u
what u hav that made me all woot!on u
maybe ur imperfection,
smart thoughts
intelligence,
matured self,
oooh!
hw i ever wish
if i was that warm
almost like a teddy bear....